No more good food, no more good jokes, no more Nepalese language, no more Bangala curses, no more good team, no more Miss Don, no more Black Canyon Coffee.
Its goodbye.

Special thanks to the good kitchen department who always cooks good food for my break time. Special Crew Leader, Bodharaj. No more slow slow la bai, no more stupid faces, no more jokes from him. Krishna is the coolest chef in town. The way he walks is like so awesome. He's tall, thin and quite good looking for a husband a dad for 3 children and he's 33 years old. Awlad is the weirdest guy from Bangladesh. But he's funny all rounder and teaches me some of the kick ass words of Bangala. Monzu, well, what can I say, he only smiles and laughs when I say boro botah. And he smells too much like a kitchen man. The kitchen staff really taught me a thing or two on food. Really appreciate the knowledge I've earned.

Service department is always the most conflict. First few weeks was a working hell experience for me. As I get better and progressed in my way of working, everything seemed to be in place and teamwork starts to take over. Our captain, Zakire is the coolest dad you can ask for. He's the oldest in Black Canyon and the funniest. He's so hardworking and all for his family back in Bangladesh. The "dad" of Black Canyon. Everyone calls him uncle even Miss Don does that. Yuzana is at first my most hated person. Sooner, she starts to take it easy on me and we became friends. LOL.
Dhanalal and Shalik are the coolest bud there. We just have so many things in common and we talk about our background almost all the time. And Shalik-barista make awesome drinks for me and Cheng too.

Where to start about Miss Don? I really do not know where. She's worked too hard. And the 2 so called supervisors are such pigs. So darn lazy. Wonder why your kind of people are so lazy. Even foreign workers labelled you that. Chinese living in Malaysia even felt the pinch. Aren't the skin colour like yours should be heading back to your real home?
Miss Don, I've learned so much while working with you and the Black Canyon. Handling customers,placing settings, cleaning and managing staffs are the things I've learned. I've become more mature for the outside world. I am ready. Thank you Miss Don. Without your guidance, I wouldn't have got the QSC. All my triumphs will be always dedicated to you. A million of words couldn't explain how thankful I am to have you a manager. I will come back.

How will I know you aren't like her?

How will I know you are just playing me, just like her?

How will I know, all these are just mirage and your words are lies?

I wish not make the same mistake I did for the long 2 years I've been through and hell it was shattering when it was all lies. Time changes everything. A person, a situation and even life changing experience.

What if I made the wrong move at the wrong time? Maybe even the wrong person, will it be forgiven then? Will I ever lose one more friend?
The whole commosion will be awkward when we are fated to see each other again.

She brought me down single handedly-mentally. My confidence has been brought that by her. I can't say I hate her, neither I can say she is a bitch. I just don't want to see her.

How will I ever know I will end up the same just like I shared the few dreadful years before? Are you really different?
I would like to know. Open up the door already, I would like, really wish to know more about you.

One day, sooner or later, how will I ever know..

They came back and the up next chosen one are going again.
Lee Lian is leaving this Thursday, Shu How is leaving.
And I've done nothing to catch up with them. NOTHING. Those guilt. Aihh, I apologize to you Lee and Shu How. I wish I had more time with you guys. Got stucked with work, with life, with education and everything, I know its almost excuses, but I mean it and I deeply apologize. I'll make it up for everything when you people return. I'll miss you.

Shu How, well what can I say about you? You're too friendly, too bubbly, too cheerful, almost all the time you were laughing at your own jokes though some of it was very good. You're a good friend. Before you moved, we were best of buddies. Cycling around our housing area to breakfast, dinner, to courts even sometimes we even make sacrifices to just meet up with Jun Ting to Comix. Well, such moments are unforgettable. Those days we were really tight. The three of us were like I don't know Batman, Robin and Batgirl? xD Until I broke my arm, the 3 of us never really had a day out after that. Then the jinx went to Shu How. All of us went to seperate ways. Jun Ting decided to stay at Hin Hua Secondary, meanwhile Shu How went Kwang Hua, while me went straight to Star. Years passed, we grown up, Shu How surpassed us by his height and weight by a lot. How we mocked each other when all of us were still here. Things changed when one day, Shu How told me he was going to move. I thought I'd loss a pal, a buddy, a companion, a mentor. Without notice, he moved. For a moment there, we didn't contact each other. I thought it was over, our friendship. He came back one day, I was smiling all over again. We laughed at ourselves during those days on how stupid we were on doing things.
Now you're leaving. I've not seen you for the past 2 weeks. I broke my promise when I said lets meet up for breakfast. Aihh. One day you will return after your 3 months training and we will be just the old days.
How will I miss you too my friend. Thanks for everything. I am very grateful to have met you in my life. And I owe you that. Take care my dear friend.

Lee Lian, well she's my bestest trusted friend and I'll never do anything to turn her in. It just makes me guilt that I've not done anything, for instance like meeting up, catching stories when we were back in those high school days. Those were the days. Sigh. I hate it when she's leaving for 3 months "vacation" thats what she calls it, holiday. Not seeing her doesn't feel right. Its like we used to see each other everyday back in school. For now, at least we will still see each other few times a month. 3 months vacation for her isn't cool at all.
I know she'll knock herself out there. She's a brave soul. Well Lee, if you need someone to talk to during her first few nights, you know I'm here. Best pal for life. You know I mean it. Thanks for everything Lee.
You're LEE! Take care my dear friend. We, us, me, will certainly miss you from home.
You be good aight. Take care.

There are over thousands of breeds of dogs around the globe. Some may be just like me who adores dogs than, cats. Well, I just don't bare with that poop and that hissing thingy when they are involved in a cat fight. Just scares the crap outta me.
Well, there are a few dogs on my list which I really want. Well I had one of it before, it ran away. Damn the gate was unshut. Oh well, my list continues.



C'mon, a friend of mine actually found this dog and brought it home. It died 3 years later. Though it wasn't a good watchdog, it certainly can swoop off your guests!





This is an iconic dog that has been around for ages. I bet you guys still remember Snoopy right? xD
Yup, this dog IS snoopy! Well, I checked the price for the full vaccinated pup, micro-chipped, it costs around RM1200. Was like damn~

For a watch dog, I prefer to have Boxer. Its like so muscular, well built, cute tail, and friendly natured but fierce looking. xD So it'll definitely will wear thieves off my house.



Basically, those are the dogs that are admirable to me. To start off to another topic, the perfect dog which I rated it as a handsome dog is a Siberian Husky.



Don't you think that Siberian Huskies are too handsome to be a dog? I seriously think so. Unfortunately that this breed are meant to live in colder countries. Not really suitable for a country like ours. Their fur will start falling and their life span will be shortenend. Though, its really a cool dog to bring to the park instead bringing priceless jewelleries to show off. :D


Perhaps the most ideal dog to have in a family is the Golden Retriever. I mean who doesn't want a Golden Retriever? It has natural obedience, it's easy to be trained and listen to orders and are very friendly natured to people. I have to admit that it is very tough to maintain its fur though. I always wanted this breed as an ideal pet. Its so over the hook when I got to know the fully vaccinated price and stuff, it costs around RM 3000+. Goodness gracious. Once I almost got it from my mum's friend, too bad we had a Tsih Tzu at home. Dad wouldn't want more poop around his house. So we had to turn down the offer. Damnit!



Lastly, not forgetting 'Marley' a Labrador which is almost the same as Golden Retriever is also an ideal pet to have in a family. Its easier to maintain Labrador as their fur is much shorter than Golden Retrievers. They are quite the active one, at least you have to spend alot of time with it a day to get them moving.



Well, I guess that's about it. I have a few more in mind but couldn't recall their breed. Perhaps the best of all is still Golden Retriever. I'll have it one day!

So I had 3 hours break today. Bryan and 'clan' went Aeon, and I decided to tag along to watch Marley and Me. I heard about the ending, well, roughly.
Damn.
One thing for sure, never to watch any pet-dying movies with my loved ones or friends. Its so embarrasing. I kept crying and weeping away. I thought it was a boring movie at first. It started to get along well in the middle of the movie and towards the end. Well, I hate to say this, but I wept like a girl watching this sensitive movie.
Well, perhaps maybe I've connection with me the movie. Ya, you heard me.
I had this dog, died of old age, I'm sure its 18 human years. I'm serious. So basically dog years is like a decade?- I'm serious. It got blind, deaf, fur started falling, nervous system starting fail. We had no choice but to send it to the vet, the doc did his best to do what he does best. Its too old, we have no choice but to put it to "sleep". It was June 17, 2005. I just returned from school. My parents were there, my sister and I. We were all there, saying our last goodbye. We wept in tears, silently, its like your heart is stabbed by a knife.

Its name was, Freeway.

Only for a month and the half, the best service person goes to yours truly, me. :D
I was shocked, surprised. I did not see it coming. Not at all. Guess it did boosted my confidence for taking up courses like Hotel Management?

Absolutely unforgettable.

I would'nt rate this movie a rather good one or a bad one. This novel by Alan Moore is way too dark, too complex and basically too smart. Maybe we're aren't old enough to understand what is life or the true nature of mankind and sort shit like that. Well, basically thats about the plot-the human nature thingy.
Rorschach- is my choice of character in that movie! xD
If you were to ask me whether should you watch this watchmen, I would say not too. Its running time is about 165 minutes. Yup, but not to say its that Unwatcheable, its still can-watch that kind of feel then slowly you'll feel dumb. :D

Anyway, I should get the novel. I heard it was brilliant!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


* I admit it. Its very true. Especially on that mood thingy. Ask my friends about it. Anyway, comment bout it aight. xD. See what you guys think of it.

I've done my homework on which college should I be going. I went SeGi the other day, and uhmm, well, it didn't work out pretty. A lot of things I do not like, well utterly mostly if you were me at that moment, you'll just go like Wow/ Damn.
That, is just part of the price.
During my workshifts, I've asked advice from my manager, Miss Don, about Hotel Management. Well, she said some good and bad things about that particular course.
She kept asking why do you wanna take Hotel Management? She said she don't like and then she said "if you like it, then go ahead." - Was like damn(my tune) at that moment.
Okay!
Then I asked, "Miss, is it true that people who takes Hotel Management has no life, meaning like working already but no life that kind...?"
Damn, her answer was firm and she stops smiling for once. " YES, VERY TRUE. "
Basically it does haunt me about that though. Aih.
Then Miss Don started elaborating for example if you have family, your wife. Your wife wanna go holiday with you then you must work during that period of time. It'll be very difficult life, she added and then full stop. WOW/ .. damn.
Aihh. Then I know, nothing is easy. She said that too.


We all love Miss Don in B.C.C. in a good way, coz she's damn! married. Personality la.