OKAY! LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT! BASICALLY I'M NOT GOOD IN THESE ORIGAMI! OFTEN I GET CONFUSED AT STEP 2 OR 3. Never mind, as class gets longer and longer, I find it quite interesting and easy! Easy peezy lemon squeezy! xD
Unfolding it is an art! Only one step to unlock the secrets! Actually quite fun la ya. I was being rebelious throughout the class saying No. No. No.

Something is not right. Something. Something. It will be the same scenario.

I have a team to lead this Sunday, they are relying on me.
I am relying myself too. Unfortunately, my legs aren't allowing me to do so.
I will go beyond limits! Whats done is done. I will only go checkups after then. No regrets! I will lead them to glory!!

Finally we have pastry class after it got delayed.
Well, what can I say? I've never baked in life, and today was my first time doing it and its quite nice actually. Haha! Maybe I got talent for baking too. Breaking that frozen butter to liquid by using only your hands is definitely draining. Gosh, I was so into that butter for a moment. Finalizing it into smaller molecules actually.
I love baking already! xD
Though for today's lesson, we learnt our very very darn very basic of baking. We learnt how to bake a Butter Cake. It was fun fun fun! Haha! But my partner, aww man why Jeniffer. Curses!!!
Okay, moving on. We followed steps by steps shown by Ms Kartina and wala.




It tastes good I'm telling you. Some of us brought it home coz we baked too many and couldn't finish it. I brought it home and shared with my family. They said it was good, not too sweet either. Okay!
I've been telling everyone lets take a group picture. Everyone tagged in with some poyo faces and funny looking and weird etc etc.




Ignore the bloated tummy of mine. The chef uniform is freaking thick and hard. It made everyone looked huge! Funny part was when Ee Laine tying the apron on, she was so skiny till she has to go 3 rounds! Haha! I introduce you, Group 2.
Back row- Jeniffer ==, Vick, Jeremy, Adrian & Aster.
Middle row- Me, Kevin, Kah Wen, Ee Laine(chinese not malay. PURE CHINESE!!),& Tharshi frm India.
Front row- Di Wei & Wai Yee.

Well, thats about it. Seriously, the chef uniform made me look real bloated! So embarrassing.

Okay. I assume myself had made countless enemies and given very bad impression to almost everyone I've met. I apologize.
I must change for the better. Everything or everyone have choices to make. Now, no. Its not options for me to pick, but a priority to make.
Sometimes I am hyped, well sometimes sarcasm takes over, and for the very last time, you wouldn't like to be around when I am mad.
Probably by saying all these, uncovering truths about me, will just make people stay further away from me. Its up to you to think that way. I will change.
Not just for the sake of my family or friends. I wanna change because I want to be better. I want to be "that" guy. Her idealistic guy. I wanna be with her. But first, I have to prove I am capable of managing myself well enough before I can take care of her. Changing to good is never easy. At least I take that chance. I know my family won't be here forever. Sooner or later, everyone will leave earth.
I regretted. But I'm still the same old hot head. I will seek help elsewhere to change. By changing myself, I change people-people's perceptions towards me.
Definitely I know this won't be easy. Nothing in the world is easy. Nevertheless for free. I have to earn my respect.
But *hey, I will change. And I will have my confidence. Its just a matter of time. But will you be waiting? Or again, I am too late? I will be better and by being better I will date you!

100 TRUTHS

001. Real name : Tan Si Erng
002. Nickname(s) : Panda/ Beast.
003. Age: 17 and 9 months
004. Zodiac sign : Cancer, the shy one. xD
005. Male or female : Male
006. Elementary : Methodist.
007. Middle School : SK Simpang Lima (2)
008. High School : SMK TAR
009. College school: TCHT.
010. Hair color: Black
011. Long or short: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends. Seriously!
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera: Phone.
015. Health freak: Nope.
016. Drink or Smoke?: Never smoke. Bad drinker. One dose & I'm dope.
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes.
018. Eat or Drink : Eat. :D
019. Piercings : I can't. Hotelliers aren't allowed to.
020. Tattoos : Nehh.
021. Social or Anti-Social: Depends again.
022. Righty or lefty: Ambidextrous babeh! xD

FIRST:
023. First piercing: No.
024. First relationship: 2005
025. First Best Friend: Kelvin, Std1-still going strong!.
026. First Award: I know! Best eng handwriting in my chinese school! 1999. Serious!
027. First Kiss: Nope.
028. First Pet: Dog.
029. First Big Vacation: Nope.
030. First Love at first sight: Nil.
031. First Big Birthday: Probably 1 year old?
032. First Surgery: Nil.
033. First sport you joined: Soccer.
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple!
035. Rock or Rap: Rock- MCR babeh!
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney spears
039. Night or Day: Day
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: XBox la.
043. Kiss or hug: Hug.
044. Iguana or turtle: Fuck lizards! Turtles instead!! Geez!
045. Spider or bee: Bee. :D
046. Fall or spring: Fall.
047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer.

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating : nothing
050. Drinking : nothing
051. Excitement level: 0/10? About what?
052. I'm about to : Take a shower.
053. Listening to : 1,2,3,4 by Plain White T's.
054. Plans for today : Camwhore with my new uniforms!
055. Waiting for : Nobody.
056. Energy level: 8/10
057. Thinking of someone: Not yet.

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids?: Ya sure.
059. Want to get married?: Yes.
060. When: 15years later.
061. How many kids do you want: 3.
062. Any names on the mind: Not yet.
063. What did you want to be when you're a kid: Tan Tan Chiu Yan!! Nola, doctor. Haha!
064. Careers in mind: Future hotellier.
065. Mellow future or wind:Mellow Future
066. Something you would never try: Drugs.
067. When you want to die: After I've completed my tasks as Tan Si Erng.

I assume this is talking bout my ideal girl.
068. Lips or eyes : Eyes-Eyebrows. xD
069.Romantic or Funny: Romantic
070. Shorter or taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring: Caring
072. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms: Heart.
074. Sensitive or loud: Loud
075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker!
077. Muscular or normal: Normal, though Jessica Alba's bod is dayumm.

HAVE YOU EVER:
078. Kissed a stranger: Never.
079. Broken a bone: Yes.
080. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes.
081. Ran away from home: Yes.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No lah.
083. Killed somebody: Crazy.
084. Broken someone's heart: 2005.
085. Had your heart broken: 2006,2007,2008. All HER!
086. Been arrested: Nope
087. Cried when someone died: No.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yes. Lee Lian.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself: Yes
090. Miracles: Yes
091. Love at first sight: Yes.
092. Heaven: Yes
093. Santa Claus: Milk & cookie? No I don't.
094. Sex on the first date: That'll be some horny couple.
095. Kissing on the first date: Why not?
o96. Angels: Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now: I wish to.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Not happy but satisfied & glad.
099. Do you believe in God: Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

I tag everyone on my list.

Being in college now, typing all these bullshits, that means I've taken my typhoid innoculation jab and doing my Thai cuisine assignments. GodDamnit. Gotta hand in next Monday already. At 2 o'clock we are ready to collect our uniforms. I'm so anticipated about the Chef uniform! So awesome.. isn't it?

My group says I'm too quiet.
"Hey Ian, share la with us, anything? Open la to anything we are your friends wei.2years together you know. Share la."As usual, I gave them the cold face/smiley sneaky face.
Anyway, as I was saying, group members of mine (the other members) asked they wanna have lunch with me. At that point, I'm not in the mood because the weather was sick.
I couldn't say no, I said yes instead. We had lunch, the guys were okay whereas the fat ass-showy-rich-bitchy-girl started to talk.
"Have you guys been to clubs before? Well, I'm a regular clubber ( no one asked) I go here I go there * pardon me I have forgotten the venues, and there she is yepping and yepping slowly taking over the conversation. Club club club, well is that all you know? Then she started saying her bf is a DJ some shit, he's 30+, the parents allows her to club to late night. Well girl, bla bla bla. ==
Then to my surprise, its my turn.
"How bout you Ian? Do you club? You can follow us/me if you want. Transportation can always be arranged."
Why am I not surprised. Haha! I just nodded my head and say NO-firmly. "For me clubbing is a waste of time, I rather spend my evening shooting hoops or hang out/makan. Thats what I said. * acting cool for the moment la*. Everyone understood pretty well.
Then come this suggestion, "Hey do you guys wanna go for pool?" This time I really got pissed off. I said "Ok, why not."
I followed them till outside then there was I, vanished among the crowds. So long suckers! HAHAHAHA! Geez man. Get a life~.
I spent most my hours at the IT Lab and Library Lounge to get some sleep. It all worked pretty well.
So far, there are some members in my group I'm still not sure to give my trust. Well, you know 2years. At least my first day friend, Calvin, is a nice guy.
Tomorrow I'm getting my uniforms & knifesets & a jab on typhoid. GODDamnIt I hate needles! Arghhh!

I'll try to get some cool shots of me and my group members with our uniforms on tomorrow. Stay tuned! Teeheee! xD

Au Revoir!

The table was complete with settings, marbles to create the feel of a lunch hour, and lastly sunflowers to create the ambience of our restaurant.
Well thats all for now. I'm currently in Black Canyon with Kelvin for lunch, decided to bring my laptop along to finish my homework.

Au Revoir!

" Paris Hilton " just smacked my arse!
Darn that "Paris". I should just dropped you at the hulla hoops.

I will ROCK Taylors School Of Hospitality & Tourism!
I promise myself to redeem the past, -to achieve success, NOW or NEVER!