Everyone has a choice. There is no such thing as no choice. You chose not to tell, you chose to disclose from everyone of us. You chose this, you chose that. That is simply already a choice. You wanna play, so do we, you wanna win, so do we! What brings you the guts to tell me now? Will the one word, five letters makes any difference? Its your final year, so are we. Every men for himself. Funny. How this turns out to be such irony ae? Its better to not disclose rather than seeing from our naked eyes. What is the meaning of this? It isn't about me now. Think of our friends who improved rapidly just for this. Luckily, he does not have to see from his own eyes, hearing itself will already shatter him. I don't know. You made the choice of not telling us. Its not the choice you've chose to play. NO. You did not tell us the truth. That sucks bad. I have known you more than a decade now. This is how you tell me the truth? By seeing from myself? Well, I'm impressed that you kept this well though. I do not know what for, but you should just tell us. Any of us. Not the one you have told. Think back, don't you think its pointless to tell Nich? Like what, is he playing? Sigh. This sucks man. You do not know how painful it was last night and this morning. Just to think of it, just makes me mad. I mean come ON!
Sigh. Where did you put your senses at that point of time?! Geez man. And you are an intelligent student. Sigh. It just don't mix things up man. I do not know.
It just don't make sense. I don't get it. Why.


I AM SO F-U-C-K-E-D U-P!!!!